Allar umsetingar

I have looked at you for a long time now.
What you show me is not what I see.
Only shadows of myself I forgot to love.
They suit you better
you turn more beautiful and tragic.
-deeper than your shallow beauty.

Voraciously I read you.
and it´s me on the paper
- longing between the lines.
I write your story in the margin.
I don´t ask your permission.
Fading into footnote
I hold you, I hold you.

Seninle güzel zamanlar geçirdik ama seni çok üzdüm belki de sen belki de seninle oynadığımı düşünüyorsun ama öyle değil.
Sen de biliyorsun.
Seninle ben ayrı dünyaların insanlarıyız bunu da biliyorsun herşey için teşekkür ederim yine de.
Hakkını helal et ok.
Ama yine de sen çok iyi bir insansın kısmet olursa tekrar görüşürüz inşallah hayatta ümit ediyorum

I know you have love for me. I know you know what you are losing. You can answer me in Turkish if you want. I´ll have it translated.

I am sorry we can not speak on the phone about this. I really wanted to end our relationship in a good way. So now I want to write a nice goodbye for you. I wish you had wanted to give me the same. Although there have been many heartaches, I want to thank you for all the wonderful times we shared. I remember the times I held you close on our motorbike-rides, all the nice days we shared with laughter, eating, music and wonderful love-making. You have touched me in ways I didn´t know possibIe. I have loved you so much and so deeply. I never wanted it to end, but I knew it had to eventually. I sincerely wish you happiness, my love. I want you to always believe that you are a good man and act upon this. You will always be in my heart and I will always remember all the love I had for you. I wish you all the best. Goodbye, my love.

Sağol canım. Niye L. sordu bana ? L. benim adresimi nereden biliyor ? Anlamıyorum... Ben dedim ki sen ve ben...

merhaba canim nasılsın .seni öpüyorum . ayakkabı çok güzelde . tişörtlerv gücckmüş . sen benim vucudu unuttun mu?

yok. oyle birşey. daha kaç gün oldu ayrılalı.

I can feel your doubt. It makes me worry. I understand why you feel this way. It is so hard when we can not say the things we really feel. I wish for us to be together always. I wish for you to come to Denmark and live with me, but I am not sure what you want. All this time apart makes it so hard to endure. I want you to know that my love is sincere. I have loved you since the first time we spend in Alanya and you have been all I have been thinking about. It is beginning to be very hard for me because I don´t know what is really on your mind. And I know you, darling, you need to be a little provoking when you are frustrated. You should know that the love I have for you is a love that is hard for you to find in anyone else. Be careful not to throw this away!- I am frustrated too- but I need to believe in us. I only wish you feel the same way. Let me come to you again this summer and let us know if our love will last. All I know is that I want to give us a chance.You are very special to me, my love.

I will send it to different record labels and try to get a record-deal

My second demo is finally ready. Music is my life, so I want to share this with you- my only love. I send you both of them with all my love and all my heart. I trust our love, my darling and look forward to seeing you again. I can´t stop loving you. You are always in my thoughts and in my heart.